張譯云 Chang-YiYun

獨角。戲

Solo

 

獨演  在這舞台上
對手是孤寂  對白是喃喃自語

孤寂  在這人群中
只因遍尋不到另一個自己

鏡子裏透不出的影像  對影卻無人

我舞著 跳著 演著那沒有劇本的劇本

而多年之後
斑白的回憶裡是否還有這場戲
這場悲歡盡演  卻相應無人的　獨角。戲！

I act alone on the stage. 
The counterpart is loneliness. And the dialogues are mumbles. 
I feel desolate in the crowd because my alter ego is nowhere to be found. 
The image is not reflected in a mirror. 
I am along with my shadow, but there is no one else. 
I dance and act out the non?scripted script. 

And after years go by, it is uncertain whether there will still be this scene in faded
memories—the monologue with the joys and sorrows played out but no one responding.